爲什麽？
爲什麽？
我真的不明白。
爲什麽每次都是我？
爲什麽？
我真的不明白！
爲什麽我什麽都不能說？
爲什麽我沒有勇氣把這件事說出來？
爲什麽？
爲什麽我不能堅強一點？
爲什麽我那麽懦弱？
爲什麽？

fall in love with this phone...

hellos.
currently in school. using comp during maths period.
mr yee allowed us...
he's so nice(very rare)
hahas.
gtg bye!!!!

YOYOYOYOYO!!!!!
just gonna update some things:
tomorrow go bowling during school time:DDDD
no need to stay in class:DDDD

today get back CA+SA results.
passed all=00
no need to worry about meet the parents session.
it's on Friday cause my mum not free.
not sur if i will get my report books back on Thursday or Friday.

finally changed blogskin..
spent 4 hours dealing with it.
actually wanted to change url.
but thought that it would be much more troublesome, so didnt.
lost all the links so...
PLEASE LEAVE YOUR LINKS IN THE TAGBOARD!
THANK YOU:DDDD

i dont know why
my left side of my chest
i feel so empty
i dont know why
my entire 13 years of life
i feel so empty
i dont know why
my eyelids suddenly become so heavy
i could not sleep
that is why i am blogging now instead of sleeping
i know i still have school tomorrow
but i just couldnt get into the dream land which i longed.
what can i do?
what should i do?
what must i do?
what will i do?
IDONTKNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

these are the photos taken by me.
these includes the chop stick that PEILIN had broken; 2E4 class tee design; my zi lian photos blablabla...

heyheys!
today late(again).
run in basketball court 3 rounds.
**tired**
LIFE SC
Mr Azlan talk about Terry Fox.
SCIENCE
have 1 period with a weird relieve teacher.
then the Mr Lim came out of nowhere.
released papers.
got 62/100.
Mrs Goh came and went lab do experiment.
ENGLISH
yesterday got back papers.
paper 1 cannot remember.
got back re-marked paper 2 today.
21/50.
total is 56(if i am not wrong)
RECESS
eat cha kueh tiao.
reminds me about the camp...
IMISSCAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
did lotsa cheers we did in camp.
i scared i will forget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IDONTWANTTOFORGETANYOFTHESEMEMORIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHINESE
Mdm Gu go pei Sec 4.
so free period(although there's teacher around)
MATHS
yesterday got back papers.
total: 55(?)
END SCHOOL
go locker, eat seaweed(no apetide), go home.
on comp, msn, empty inbox, watch ENTERTAINMENT 100%, blog.
YALUN GOT NEW DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
definitely going to watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHYA!!!
GEOGRAPHY
did ok-ok...
got 63/100.
so disappointed in my results...
now, all the results are released...
june holiday homework coming up next then the holiday come...
will have lotsa things to do for sure.
check out my wishlist.

HELLOS!!!!!
i am back from camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry for blogging so late.
have been watching LOVE OR BREAD since i came back from camp.
although only watch until episode 8.
now, let's talk about the camp...
it was fun and crazy!!!!!
hahas.
although some parts i dont like and there's problems here and there,
i like the camp for overall.
DAY 1
attended the LEADERSHIP TRAINING PROGRAM until 11am.
go hall, grouped(8) and met BAOYUN(my instructor)
lunch.
set off to the camp premise.
gathered in the hall.
was told that we changed group, from 8 become 7, changed instructor become SHELLY.
go for ROCKCLIMBING.
didnt manage to climb very high=((
shower.
take temperature and eat dinner.
played a KIDNAP game.
LOVE THIS GAME:DDD
supper.
lights off.
in the midnight, SHELLY's scolding woke me up(dont know why she scolds)
after that cannot sleep liaos.
DAY 2
woke up 6++am.
wash up and change.
found out something TERRIBLE!!!!!
breakfast.
we had duty.
found out that our KAYAKING session has been cancelled due to raining.
HIGH ELEMENTS.
i did the rockclimbing(sideways)
ABSEILING.
fun and scary!!!!
bang onto the wall 3 TIMES!!!!!!!!!!
in the end, my right knee blue-black.
lunch.
LOW ELEMENTS.
preparation for campfire performance.
ME&KALYN need to sing out of tune.
it is like damaging choir's reputation.
but i didnt really care=X
shower and dinner.
revise for campfire performance.
CAMPFIRE STARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sat at the back.
did our performanceXPP
funny siol.
EVERYONE BECOME SO HIGH xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
DEBRIEF.
didnt go for the supper.
lights off.
too hot, cannot sleep.
DAY 3.
woke up at 6.45am.
wash up.
breakfast.
area cleaning.
went to hut 5-13(where almost all boys sleeps there)
found one of the huts have a "mountain" of ants(**gross**)
wash them away and continued cleaning.
went back hall.
gave out prizes: best campfire performance
1. GROUP 11(best group)
2. GROUP 9&10
3. GROUP 3&4
best campers~FADLI(GRP7)&HILARY(GRP1)
go back school.
home.
shower&sort things&lunch.
play comp.
iMiSSBaoYuN&SHeLLY...
HOPE THAT THERE ARE MORE FUN THINGS LINING UP FOR US=DDDD

1st important thing...
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To KaLyN JiE JiE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
你又老了一嵗！！！！！！！
hahahahahahahahahahahahahas.
today nothing much...
watched BOF(BOYS OVER FLOWERS) ep 1 in Channel U.
find it quite funny.
will watch the following episodes due to boredom?
i miss AI JIU ZAI YI QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haish...

ermmm... today went to school. assemble at school hall. zua si nang!!!! for your info, it means very hot. after all the exams, school arranged lotsa events for us. like camp, workshops, activities, etc... anyways, 3 more days to camp!!!!!!!! bought all the stuff i need. still haven pack.

after assembly, left only a few mintues for life science. so Mr Azlan only stayed in our class less than 5 minutes(!) then went down for the AYG(ASIAN YOUTH GAMES) stood there 15 minutes for nothing. got back Science Papers. did quite well...77(A1!!!!!) then English go through Paper 1.

recess eat porridge YUM YUM!

Chinese got back all. whole class not even one A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so surprised! highest only 71.4. so not close to 75(A1). i got 70.7(A2). i expected A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last period, Maths. no papers. was expecting at least paper 1. but never mind... i scared i will not do well. went Com Lab for the wadeva familarise thingy... waste of time.

after school go amk buy track shoes. only Jolene can pei wo(boos!) but at least not alone lah. eat at food court. suddenly, one women appear out of nowhere asking us if the seats opposite us got anyone sit. through this, it's obvious that there are too many people there. with the women opposite me, i like dont dare to eat in front of her. the feeling is very weird.

we go out and see if there is any cheap track shoes around. went to BATA, found one that i like but too ex. so decided to walk walk see see 1st. in the end bought a red+black one from BATA.
went straight home after that. play comp and blog:DD

hi.
2 weeks no post.
MYE mahh.
must study so that i dont fail.
finished all exams!
WOOOTS!
so shiok!
today was oral.
did badly and took my own sweet time "chatting" with Matthew.
i know i will be nervous and blank out.
and I DID!
hope i can pass all subjects.
or my mum will nag my ears off.
yesterday went to tpy&amk to buy camp stuff.
and shun bian buy pressies for Allison&Jie.
spent lotsa $$$$$.
WAHAHAHA!
I'M GONNA BE A SHOPAHOLIC WHEN I GROW UP!
tomorrow still have school...
sians...
Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALLISON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey peepos!!!!
today is LABOUR DAY!!
to me, it's just a public holiday which i dont need to attend school.
hahas.
i totally forgot when is MOTHER'S DAY!!!!
hahas.
it's on SUNDAY!!!!!!!!
i no time to buy presents!!!!!!!!!!
zen me ban??
haishh....